Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Day 92

Well, a week from 100 days. It seems like such a long time has passed, but it's only 100 days.

So, a recap for myself to see what's left to accomplish in this last week. My original goals:

1. Obtain enjoyable work that pays in excess of $3000/month

I have found enjoyable work that pays approximately $2700 before deductions. I am actively seeking other work (I asked to be hired for a job that I have an interview at tomorrow that pays $1500 or so a month) I am also mystery shopping and doing survey and affiliate marketing which brings in maybe $100 or so a month.

2. Lose 25 pounds and become physically fit

I decided to pass this one up shortly after writing it. The more I tried to lose, the more I gained, and with other things on my plate, decided to forgo this until other things were more settled so I can properly put my efforts into it. I have however inquired about the gym pass for UVIC employees, inquired about horse back riding and belly dance classes, and have been working out when I can fit these things into my work schedule once it starts with permanent shifts in October.

3. Read 6 books on success/wealth/attraction

I may be able to still do this! I have read 2, so 4 left to go, which I already have here at home.

4. Nail down the ability to trust the universe

This becomes clearer and easier with every passing day. I noticed a very clear connection between my intentions and the outcome within the last few weeks. I do still worry and this is something I am moving away from more each day. I am happy with the progress I've made and know this will really break out in the near future.

5. Find and start a way of earning at-home income

I did this quite quickly after writing. I do online surveys, click-throughs, affiliate marketing, and mystery shopping.

6. Fully heal my amputated fingertip (above-mentioned work injury)

Ta-da! All done!

7. Obtain passports for my son and I

They're sitting right next to me. :)


A few weeks ago child support was missing for a second month, so I decided that I was going to get it. Right then. I decided to constantly say to myself 'Today I am receiving child support in full.' It was always at the forefront of my mind, over and over and over. The morning after saying this, I checked my account, no funds. But within a couple of hours, my landlord came down and excitedly handed me a letter from my ex. (she knew I was waiting on it!) I knew money wasn't in there, as it's all done through a seperate agency, but I did get a lengthy letter describing their finances, and when the monies would be paid. Now, I did not receive monies, but for me, this was just as good and I was totally awe-struck that overnight this had manifested.

Around the same time I came across another UVIC posting that miraculously was for the hours that I had available after working my original UVIC job. Although I didn't have the highest aptitude in the areas they needed, I decided this was my job and declared it as mine. Yesterday I got called for an interview, which is tomorrow. I will be tested so need to pull everything from the universe to get through it and be delivered this job as asked.

Thinking of these so obvious manifestations, I decided yesterday, being a little cash-short, to declare that today I am receiving $1000 in unexpected income. I will let you know how this goes. I've been repeating it as often as possible and when I can attaching a glowing loving happy feeling to the words.

I have through recently that I ought to do the same with my body. I think resisting declaring a beuatiful body as mine for these last weeks really shows how entrenched my attachment to this body is. Ouch. Solar plexus alert there. I can do it. We'll have a look at this after my next 100 days and see how things have gone.

I found this bit of a story at thesecret.tv :
'As a final note - I advise you to love the rain. A few days before this all happened I began a mantra of enthusiasm that "money flows to me like water". Later that day and for the next few days, we got rain after a dry spell (my husband is self-employed and we need the rain). I was driving when it started and just laughed because "money flows to me like water" and the more excited I got the harder it rained. Every raindrop is a dollar and they were all coming to me faster than I could count. It was the most fun I've ever had driving in a torrential rain pour, and the best part is I believe it and you should too. There really is enough for all of us to live in abundance and I hope you are blessed and inspired to claim all you could hope for and more from our friendly and generous universe.'

We get rain 11 months of the year here. I thought this was a beautiful and very easy thing for me to do, so this is what I will say from now on, and be thankful and exceited whenever the rain comes.

Tuesday, July 31, 2007

Day 70

I WON!!! I won a Mind Movie Kit!!! I'm so excited!

With it I made my Mind Movie: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1TglkNwibwg

As I watched it the first few times I had to cry out of hapiness. And if I listen close enough to the words ofthe song I chose I cry too. Also out of happinness. She says it perfectly. She gives you the answer, the key to it all. If only people would believe it, the world would be transformed.

Please click on the black mind movie banner on this page and get yourself a Mind Movie. You won't regret it.

Later...
I changed the movie a bit. Here's the other: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z6rbDxqqA7c

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

Day 56

Wow, I'm only a little over half way through my 100 days. It really feels longer. I feel more confident that I will compelte all I've set out to do knowing I have more time.

Fantastic super cosmic blessings have been coming my way recently. The power of attraction has shown up so willingly and so obviously so often the last week or two that I can hardly believe it.

When I last wrote, I was in a tough place and I knew that life couldn't get any better until I got back on track. So I have been working very hard the last 2 weeks to really bring things back up to par. I'll be honest and say that I have not been as vigilant with affirmations, meditation, and other 'things' to do, instead it's really been a feeling, and a faith that I've held.

2 weeks ago I received my first unexpected deposit into my bank account (one of my daily affirmations). I was not expecting this payment for another 3 months. And today I woke up to another deposit from EI! I haven't been on EI in ages. It was only for $29, but it came just when I needed it.

I had a payment that was coming due last weekend, and needed the funds to pay for it, so I decided to have a garage sale. I made about $5-10, most of that was after hours of waiting for people. I decided to cheerfully give thanks for all the fantastic things in my life. As soon as I did, someone showed up. So I tried it again, and again, and every time people showed up! As I made next to nothing, I decided to have another sale the next day. From the start to finish over and over people came and I made $62.50 that day, significantly more than the day before. I played a little that day with gratitude, and shockingly the number of paying customers always was in direct harmony with my gratefulness. I could no longer take it as coincidence.

More great things came on Saturday when I did my first 2 mystery shopping jobs. I'm paid $8 US for each shop, plus I am reimbursed for purchasing an item up to $5! Since then I've been hired for I think 3 more with more on the way. I also just completed my first survey to pay $5 cash. That's the most cold hard cash I've been paid for a survey thus far.

I also had a great convo with my landlady about rent and work, and she has given me flexibility in the payment of rent and offered help in looking for work. She also gave me a great lead for daycare.

I have 3 or 4 interviews set up for this Thursday, the most exciting of which is in Food Services at UVIC!!!!!!!!!!!!! YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!! A couple of weeks ago while applying I said that I wanted the job at UVIC, and of all the years I've been applying this was the first time I've been called.

If I get that job at UVIC I won't move back home to the mainland. It's too good an offer to pass up. But I am still seriously considering moving and making small preparations for it.

All in all, I've found over the last 2 weeks the single most powerful of anything I've done is being grateful. Truly grateful, feeling it and being truly happy for what I am thanking for.

:D

Thursday, July 5, 2007

Day 44

2 weeks since my last post. It's been a rough couple of weeks, which is why I haven't written. I never like to write when there's upset.

I made a bad judgement call in allowing that letter I wrote during my dark time last year to be published a month ago. I remember thinking as he was asking my permission, "this is a negative part of your past, don't bring it into your present." But I did. And having read The Science of Getting Rich , Wallace states over and over never to speak of hardship or charity, or of negative situations from your past as it will stray you from your path. I beleive it has successfully done that.

I have to break this cycle.

I think I will overnight, as I have an interview in the morning that I really want to be successful at.

I am now the perfect age. 30. I had a wonderful break at my parent's and they had me a little party with family. It was lovely. I'm blessed to have them.

I'd like to dig into a box of Tim Horton's Donuts right now. Or suck back a few beer. :) Thank goodness I don't actually have either.

Thursday, June 21, 2007

Day 30

One month in!

I received our passports yesterday! YES!

Everyday my online endeavours get bigger and better. I get more and more surveys every week. This week I've seen the real reason for doing it start to come in...cold hard cash. Most sites offer entries, samples, etc. but I've actually got money coming in, and a gift card to Amazon.com!

I've been great the last 2 days at keeping my goals at the forefront of my mind most of the day. I've been working hard at it.

Today I meditated to Holosync for the first time in a week or two. It was the deepest yet. I'm eager to get the full version.

Monday, June 18, 2007

Day 27

Some interesting news. Remember that site that was supposed to direct traffic to my websites that changed my hits on mind movies from 1 or 2 a day to 300? I found out today that it hadn't ever been put in place. Those hits were from other sources. !!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

It however will be put into effect this afternoon. I am very interested in how things go down.

Also, I was very excited to see the other 2 stories I sent to thesecret.tv published! http://thesecret.tv/secret-treasures-stories-read.html?id=1496 and http://thesecret.tv/secret-treasures-stories-read.html?id=1495

I read some really inspiring stories there.

I spent alot of time this morning repeating my goals, and visualizing what I could. I've been walking home after dropping my son off at school the last several days. It's only 20 minutes or so and I find this to be a good time for all the repetition. My inner dialogue usually goes something like this:

I am a Money Magnet. Every molecule of my being has a positive attractive force that brings me a constant, abundant stream of income from unlimited sources.
I am a multi-millionaire. I am a lotto 6/49 jackpot winner in the amount of 18 million dollars.
Money is my friend and comes to me easily. I love money. Money loves me.
Money falls over me like an avalanche.
There is more money being printed for me right now.
I receive new money making ideas and opportunities everyday.
I receive unexpected cheques in the mail. I receive unexpected deposits into my PayPal account. I receive unexpected deposits into my bank account.
I know that I can buy whatever I want, whenever I want, becasue I know I always have more than enough money for it.
I receive child support in full and on time every month.
My online endeavours will earn me $100,000 within this calendar year.
Everything I invest in brings me great wealth.
What I advertise, people want to buy.
Every molecule of my body, mind and soul are in perfect harmony with the universe.

And then I thank for receiving each of these things now.

While in the shower I say these things, but I also add that affirmation from the book the Secret:

I am whole, perfect, strong, powerful, loving, harmonious and happy.

I was doing the weight loss stuff that the secret mentioned, but I very rapidly (we're talking 7-10 days) gained 10 pounds, so I knew I mustn't be quite on par with that. So decided to instead concentrate on my income, work, and all other financial aspects. I do, however still say to myself "That's my body" when I see one that I'd like to have and am thinking of putting a cover over the scale that will always show me as 135 lbs.

I've really been wondering lately how I can make room in my life for my new money. Like the man who wanted a 50" TV so he cleared a space in the living room for it, and then got it. Or the woman who wanted to find a husaband so cleared a spot in the garage for his car, and a space in the closet for his clothes, etc.

I think a good start would be to set up a home office. I've been feeling I need something more organized and specific for the new online endeavours anyway. So that could be one bit. I know I need to get back onto shopping high end. I used to inquire about everything needed to build my dream home.

Maybe I ought to start shopping for a mortgage, open a savings account, or some other financial lookings-into that people with great wealth would be taking advantage of.

If anyone has any ideas as to how I can make room for the new money, please let me know! Add a comment here or email me.

Day 27